Finally something coming out of this half-life I've been trying to masquerade as full. I'm pumping my body full of iced frappuccinos, rinsing out the glass bottle after it's empty- each time my hands shake a little more when I place the bottle in the drying rack. I think I'm evening off now though because of the chill-out I just smoked.

I'm going to escape and get upside-downed and drowned.